Measures taken...

So I've taken some measures to insure that I start feeling better about life. Honestly...I couldn't really go on the way I do anymore. It's a vicious cycle to leads to health issues, relationship issues, and most importantly to me of all, friendship issues. Now in taking these measures, I have actually been able to see a few things very clearly.

This weekend was a little rough, but not for the reasons you're all used to knowing about. It was very interesting...In a normal Chris world, the events that transpired from Saturday evening through Sunday evening would have been absolutely devastating. Like, we're talking breakdown sized. Granted I was very disappointed, that was it. It's actually the first time I've been able to turn back on something that has happened and look at it clearly, making the comparison to how I should feel and how I do feel, then choosing the right path.

This road that I'm taking is one I'm normally against, but may prove to be successful. In the end, that's really all I can ask for. Additionally, getting better also means that when I do feel sad or depressed, it will be easier to work on, because I'll know it's actually supposed to be happening...whereas normally not only would I have to deal with it, but I'd also have to determine if it was a real reason to be depressed or just a brain chemistry fuck up.

Isn't that fun, children?? Well, that's all for now everyone. Catch you on the flip side! (hopefully cured ;-)