But I managed to be ecstatic, depressed, have a break down, cry and feel better all in a span of 5 hours. All it's done is lead me to the very obvious realization that doing this alone is no longer an option. Luckily, I've also had the time to think very hard about my life in that time. I even was essentially told by someone I respect that I don't make sense...flat out.
Well that does it. No more of this. This has become priority one. Why should I have to deal with this? Why should my friends? It's not fair...so I'm going to do something about it...
Watch me...
DAY 1 of Bettering Myself:
Well, lets start with today simply to have a control to figure out where I'm going wrong. Today I made a few crucial mistakes, listed with the corresponding disorder:
1. Assuming my friends didn't like me (P.P.D.)
2. Using my away message as a place to voice an opinion...twice (S.A.D., P.P.D.)
3. I let it turn into a breakdown (C.D.)
I'm going to start in those areas. Keep in touch to watch the progress...
Chris
Just some simple things that go through my head. This is a sounding board for my ideas, thoughts and opinions. Please feel free to comment on anything I put here, or even ask me questions. I encourage it :)
